Even without living in domestic discipline I have been self-conscious about the times when Mark has made stern requests of me in front of our friends and families. I felt torn, should I obey like I naturally and normally do or, should I put up a 'tough' in control front? I want to submit and please him but, I feel like others might feel that I am weak and should stand up for myself.
Now that we are beginning our journey into domestic discipline I am worried about other peoples reaction. Mark is not the shy type, the way he is at home is how he is everywhere. Since he is still gone to work and we haven't sociallized since we began this journey I am VERY nervous. I can envision Mark testing my loyalty and commitment to DD...hopefully I am imagining the worst but I will be sure to keep you posted.
Does anyone have experience with open DD relationship? How do the people that know about it react?